Another day in my idea of paradise. It's 8:35 pm and I just walked back from dinner in my favourite beach café.

I have to remind myself that this is my actual life and not just a holiday, I look at the people around me and feel sorry for them, they will back in the toxic rat race (reality) in a few days or a week or so.

My dream was always to live in the healthiest way possible and be happy, I just wish all the people I cared for could do the same.

We only live for a tiny time on earth, I'm truly happy every minute of every day. ARE YOU?

I really want the best for you all but I will not suffer idiots in my life ever again.

I've seen it too many times now, one weak minded, insecure, mentally damaged man or women in a family ruins everything for generations. Everyone around them treading on egg shells. Not me, NEVER again wasting another minute of my life like that.